Thursday, November 15, 2007
Special Thanks
Thanks to Adli and Yazif, for the wonderful SMS that brought me back from the grave. I really hope this could progress and goes on.Thanks to Clubhouse, for the "enlightenment" which have knocked some senses into me. Don't worry about me, I'll do something about it.
Life has been quite a drag for me recently. A temp job in the day, and a part-time job in the night really tired me out. But this is what I had to do in order to achieve my financial goal (so no complaints, I'm cool :)
Never in my entire life have I feel as lost as I am now. As I began to question myself on how should I embark on a new journey after NS, I felt that I have just lost all my directions. Yes I had planned for it since I was in NS, step-by-step. However I failed to include one of the essential factor in my equation: uncertainty.
Although I understand that things may not turn out as expected, I always felt that I wouldn't be the unlucky one. So when uncertainty stuck hard on me, I wasn't prepared for it.
"Is this what I want in life? Is this the way I'm going to spend my life? blah blah blah"
All these questions were constantly in my head as I did some self-reflection few days ago. Soon it made me realised that dreams and goals I have always sought after might not be what I want afterall.
Tired of procastinating my future and everything else. Shall shout out loud with my actions rather than words.
Oh I think we still have time for "Photograph-of-the-day"
Total Tranquility was what I felt at the moment, I could still remember...
Taken at Pulau Hantu, one of the stopovers we (OCT 02/06) had on a round-Singapore canoeing expedition (OBS 12-days course)
